fear

My biggest fear came when I had dinner with my boss. Last nite when me and my boss had dinner i asked him "When is your depart date, after 8 or before eight" then he said "I must be in Japan on April." In my mind " Oh My God three years past very fast."
And one thing came into my mind was "I have to find another job" as you know this is my second job. Well my first job was I worked for my cousins after I struggle searching jobs then I asked my cousins to give me job with underpaid of course.

My biggest fear is
1.I have to find another job
2.I am afraid it will take months to get job
3.I cannot see my boss again, that is the my biggest fear.